is it aii'll get these stuff*

Dearest Perempuan,

after a long time

aii didn't hev a phone!!

doesn't matter actuallly,

but aii've been felt aii needed that aii'm to known..

even aii've ready to loose contact

with my friends

n the important was aii've can't

porpose Any kind of jobs applied..

Hfff*

aii dun't think sow,

aii mean is hard to get,

it was just waited a date destination the Idul Fitri

n if the planned has work

Goin' to the Village

aii guess aii hasn't..

Hff*

Anytime aii felt stupid

why'd aii've still be waited something

dat cannot realize..

aii've introvert about myself doesn't

changing anything!!

even when aii'm bleeding crying doesn't give me

excused..

Hff*

How hard these life,

aii've known

too much to dealing..

but aii guess i cannot

life in these same condition with a long term anymore..

aii've prefer aii've face on something that aii've cannot

breath!!

sow, there's no decision beside

u'll finished ur life..

Hff*

aii've doesn't any choice and bravelessness

it mean aii've been waited into how long time

aii've dun' know,

The important aii'll still hope,

even that was hopelessness*

aTLiEnMe,